After hundreds of emails of people asking me to turn my pdf download into book format...it is finally here!!!
There is nothing worse than feeling like you have been erased by the narcissist.....and even after you have been discarded and/or discarded the narcissist....it seems like you are on a never ending search for....the YOU that you were BEFORE the narcissistic abuse.
This publication was my compass home....after 15 years of being married to a narcissistic man, I had yanked my personality inside out until I barely knew who I was anymore. It was as though I were living in the skin of a stranger.
But I went on to find me again, to find true and healthy love and my desire is that you also experience that joy of loving yourself, being comfortable in your own skin and attracting a healthy partner.
Thank you for the video. I didn't know there was a Children of Narcissistic Parents. I used to go to ACOA n Dysfunctional Families. Only took me so far. Kept reaching a block which I couldn't get past. Certainly is a journey. AS you say, we need to look inside ourselves and that the roots go deep. Blaming other only made my BPD worse. I am aware of the connection between NPD and BPD. I finally realized I had BPD after researching the topic as I had been diagnosed many years ago by a psychiatrist but there was no followup.
ReplyDeleteI also grew up feeling like I was an empty shell. Spent much of my life dissociating. One thing I notice is how I find people, especially women, who I am attracted to also have similar concerns to myself which is difficult as it interfers with my being able to be objective. Writing this is really helping. The attraction has NPD overtones. Very confusing.
Have been involved in 12 step programs for the longest time.
I have heard of the book "I hate you don't leave me".
Best regards,
Mark.